I must say God never fails to give me surprises. One moment, I'm so broke the other I have more than enough. Sigh, I thought today is a day to enjoy. In the end I still have to end it up feeling angry. I don't deny its not my fault that the key almost got lost, but why do you have to call my friends? Back to a fucked up life again, makes me understand why F don't want me? I thought I should be putting the blame on him, didn't look at why he doesn't want me. I suck, my family make me suck even more. Best thing- school on Monday, no more slacking at Parkway. No more late nights on weekdays. I hate squeezing with the crowd on weekends. Everything suck so badly now, I wish I could just die... I'm just wasting money and food.